Ho Ho Holy Crap This Year Is Almost OVER!

Times passes by quite quickly. It feels like the beginning of December was only a few days ago and that Summer ended only a few weeks ago. Not it's Christmas and a new year is going to begin, kind of a big year for me. I'm graduating. Wow.

It's all happening so fast...

I need to take a deep breath.

Star Wars. That's all I'm gonna think about right now.

I made something...

Oh Happy Day!

Today my Macbook arrived, but unfortunately the delivery guy was not attractive as I hoped. Oh well.

Now I'm watching star wars and eating chemically engineered pizza.

Life is good.

Oh la la la.

I have spent the last few hours looking at recipes online and listening to Christmas music, which is great, but it took so long because of the DANG SLOW COMPUTER. Rawr.
Oh well, now I shall go revise my English paper, then go to bed. I've been a lazy kid today. Which is dumb of me because I have a "to-do" list that just increases in size. Oh bother, I really need some energy and motivation. Along with some coffee.
I hate how I have ideas but no motion to them. I'm pretty sure that's almost a sin... crap.

What am I thankful for?

I'm thankful for people who love me even though I can be a real bum sometimes.

Also, I am very thankful for chocolate...and coffee. Oh, and sleep.

Every time I think something good is going to happen,

Something screws up and I end up screwed over.

I want to cry.

I'm a girl,

And I want romance.
Not just a dozen red roses, romance that doesn't just come from the opposite sex. I want to be able to see the beauty in everything and constantly be captivated. I believe it's possible...hopefully.
I'm just sick of my heart constantly being tormented with the vulgar of this world, it can become so disheartening. Where did beauty go?
It's here, we just choose to cover it. What a shame.