Zippity Doo Dah

I'm aware of these imperfections,
and I'm proud to call them my own.

Amazing, strange, phenomenal how situations play out.
How just a few words and insight that you've never looked into before can change the way you think... and how you feel.

My emotions are hard to deal with and bring to the surface,
but lately God has been teaching me how to let them break loose.

:)

Sick of Settling

I'm really tired of people, yet I really love spending time with my friends.
Maybe I'm just tired of people that I just can't relate and find value in things that I find petty.
That I do not know.

I'm also very tired... of being tired.

The summer is all I look forward to right now... just having time to not do anything at all.

I'm so lame. This post isn't very exciting.

Bllllah.

I wish I was great... like really, really great at something.

Oh, well.

:)

That's Attractive

I love my friends :)
Especially the ones that will always let their personality live no matter how they're feeling.
I wish I was an interesting person...

Oh, well.

Chris, thank you for singing Happy Birthday to us in your very nice Italian voice.
You make Macaroni Grill worth going to.

Searching, Seeking, Standing Still.

I haven't updated in a long ole time.

Currently I have such a large amount of thoughts floating around in my head, but for some reason I'm at a loss for words.
Strange how that happens.
I think your brain subconsciously regulates what part of your heart you wish to share.
Cause you can train your brain, right?
Does it not react to habit?
They say that it takes 30 days to train your brain to make something become a habit.
Would the way you process thoughts be a part of that equation?
Maybe... just maybe.

I like living, it feels good.

Allison is...

Cold,
Tired,
Anti-Social,
Tired,
Wanting,
Waiting,
Impatient,
Angry,
Has stinky breath,
And doesn't want to wake up in the morning.

Oh...

I really don't understand all of this.

Maybe my look on life is just so freakishly different from everyone else, but I still just can't comprehend this...

If you love God and claim that you do, then why does there seem to be need for hate... (the complete opposite of what God is)?

I don't want to get involved one bit, so please don't take it as that.

I will be the first to admit that I'm not any better than anyone else or that I'm a "better Christian" who has all the answers, always doing the right thing.
No, not at all.
There are many times I have slipped up... many.
Surely there will be many, many more times.

That's all I'm going to say, because obviously I have no idea what I'm talking about :)

I love you all, truly.

Joy;

–noun

1.	the emotion of great delight or happiness caused by something exceptionally good or satisfying; keen pleasure; elation.

Something I have not truly experienced in what feel like years.

Until this very day.... Thank you Lord.

You know what I realized?
We has humans have the habit of telling someone "I love you, even though you treat me like crud sometimes."
But God looks at us and says "I love you."
That's all, those three words that mean so much more than just face value.
So deep, so enduring, so intricate.

Stop

Leave her alone...

Running in circles,

since we can't walk in a straight line.

People change everyday; no one ever stays the same.
Personalities die while new ones blossom.

That's life...
and I love it.

I'm sad

Even after a very fun night,
poo.