I'm overwhelmed.
On top of that I feel like my stomach is going to burst; I ate too much chips and salsa.
Everything is a mess in my "room" or whatever you call it.
I feel like everything is out of place and I just can't seem to focus.
Except for right now.
I can get all my thoughts out and clear. These are my favorite times.
The best times to spend time with Jesus and meditate on His word.
At the same time I really want to get up and start singing with the song playing on my iTunes, but that might wake up the folks.
I can't wait to get out on my own, explore the world a little.
Then get married. Oh, man. I can't wait to get married.
That's a topic for a different time.
I think what I'm trying to get at here is that even through all the chaos that seems to be surrounding me, I feel a joy inside of me that I had lost.
It could possibly be my favorite fruit of the spirit, maybe next to love.
Joy > Happiness.
I can feel it, even when the crud that goes on all around me wants to rip me to shreds.
I'm addicted, I'm needy, I'm lost without you.
As Aaron Gillespie put it so bluntly.
Amazing grace.
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