It's Coming Around Again

Well, today was another day.
Like every other day.
Monotonous.

I'm getting sick of it...

But how can I change the path I've molded myself into?
It's not like I don't love every joyous moment that God blesses me with from day to day, I just don't like how I'm staying in one place.
It's not only me though, it's everyone around me that does the same thing too.
Life feels like a huge cycle with trends, money, war, hate, love.
Everything repeats itself.

All over the Bible, there are stories of different events but have the same purpose and meaning.
Exile after exile.
Did God truly intend our life to be one of monotony?
I truly believe He did not.

Humans just don't like the feeling of being uncomfortable and taking a step out of the cycle.
There are those that do, but then everyone else begins to follow that person and a new circle begins.

A world of circles.

Hmm.

Anyways... I feel like trying something different. Not by skydiving or building a house of marshmallows, but somehow slightly altering the way I let my day go.
I don't want to change myself or my personality, just the way I look at things or treat people.
Something.
So I think I'm going to pray that God will give me a daily lifestyle change.
Definitely not for me, but for Him because I am completely comfortable in my own little woven box.

I need a better, God-like perspective on everything. On school, on friendships, on listening to my parents, on being submissive, on doing what I don't want to do, on everything I face in life.