Waiting. I just really, really despise it. Especially when you know you're ready but something, or in this case someone, is making you wait. Simply because they choose not to understand something you are spelling out clearly to them. Hateful.
It just becomes an emotional killer after awhile.
Yet, I set myself up for this pain again and again and again. I really don't know why... Maybe because I see what a beautiful picture it could be if a few details were added and couple mistakes erased. This makes no sense.
I don't want you to hurt me anymore, but I really don't know if I could take it if you weren't there anymore. Please just listen to me... I miss you.
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I totally and completely understand what you are saying, in both of these posts.
It's so weird how you can just open yourself up to getting hurt over and over again, not because you want it, but because you just can't see your life without someone.
I know it sounds lame coming from me because me and chase were never in a relationship or anything.
but I do understand the hurt that you are going through, because I have experienced pretty much, exactly what you are talking about.
I just thought it might help to know that you aren't the only one.
I understand completly.
and if you ever want to vent or complain, or run down a hill screaming of your dislike towards the male population.
I'll listen I promise.
Thank you Karasyn... It's nice to know that someone understand and that I'm not making up stuff, ya know? Cause sometimes I feel like I'm over dramatizing things... I dunno. Anyway, thank you again. Really, really... thank you :)
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