I'll paint you a picture, if you write me a song : )

I always talk about how I want to change to really happen in my life. How I need something much deeper that just picks at my soul until I can't stand it anymore. I don't think I've realized how quickly God has answered my prayer.
Lately, I just feel like everything is absolutely pointless, except for one thing: living for my Savior.
I've always believed that and I've always tried to apply that to my life, but now, its more than just believing and applying. If thats even possible? Maybe its just that I believe it even more and I have a greater desire to apply it to my life.
But, everything has just lost its value to me.
Things I thought were important just don't even matter.
Things that "entertained" me and brought earthly happiness to my life, just don't even matter.
I've become so incredibly sick of this world, but I know that I'm here for a reason, and I have to make every minute count.
There is this desire in my soul that I can't really control or even understand.
Its there... its nagging. Maybe its just the Holy Spirit trying to really just mess me up... and that makes me excited. (:
I'm really excited.
This world is about to explode.