Bah humbug.

There are quite a few conclusions I've came to in the last 24 hours:

1. Lying is really, really, really stupid. There is no point. You will be found out one way or another. Right now the only thing it's doing is tearing apart close friends. Not cool.

2. I love this month, but it is so stressful. It flies by so quickly it's hard to find a day to relax.

3. Sometimes I just need a girls night. I really love just talking and letting all the thoughts pour out, especially around people that won't judge me. Also, I enjoy getting butt loads of ice cream. Blockbuster is nice too.

4. Not thinking is one the hardest things to do.

5. Round three is the greatest, ever. (:

6. Wow. I'm old.

7. Life is coming at me so quickly and I can vividly remember times that I just wish I was old enough to drive, to get out of high school, to start my life. But that time seems to be starting now.

8. Writing is medicine.

9. I want to discover so much more. I want to better myself and become someone I never thought I could be. Not just for me... but for the world. Too large of a scale? Possibly.

10. My soul is content. I like it. I feel that everlasting joy that I threw away a while ago.

11. I just love my friends so very, very much. Those words have so much depth to me, I'm really not just saying it. It's just killing me that there is a wall, a segregation that is being formed amongst some. It's just so... middle school. It's aggravating. Especially since we're seen as leaders to those just a few years younger than us and what we do now concerning how we treat each other is going to rub off on those who see as role models. Then ever more dissension is stirred up... We just need to strive to be mature men and women of God; not letting our selfishness and pride get in the way of all we were made to be.

12. Everything is going to work out in the end. Promise.

13. Grady is a good lookin' fellow.